Your lie

You lied

I don't know why I cared

that You lied

I knew You were going to lie

I knew while You lied

Maybe I am mad at You

Instead of being mad at myself

because 

You were right

when You knew what 

I wanted to hear

When You said that You cared

I knew You were lying

I forgive You

That's what You thought I wanted to hear

I don't want You to care

because that's not what You are

I want You

I want openness 

I want the truth

When you are so afraid of losing something

that you change yourself

or hide what you are

it isn't worth it

As You hide I lose You

What is left to see isn't

enough to keep my looking

If you want what is real 

You have to be real

Stop being what You feel others want you to be

I want you to be You